Last night in apt. 2E

Anyways. Tomorrow in the morning is when I leave, around 9am. It’s a 6 hour drive from Berkeley to Fountain Valley.

badgeart

My staff badge for Anime Expo. I don’t know if I’m even going, a) I have online classes and no laptop, so I depend on that and internet too of course, b) Who’s going to drive me there? HMM….? Who indeed…. So yes. Although I don’t mind, staying at AX for more than 2 days is utterly boring. I’m serious, after looking at the exhibit halls and the art galleries and seeing cosplayers, there’s only those night movie showings and possibly guest star performances. That’s it.

Here’s hoping I get a bicycle right away. See ya!

Published in: on 29 May 2008 at 4:50 am Comments (0)
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Moving Home for Summer

So it looks like I opted the easy route, but what’s easy anyways? I’m going home for summer and I feel as if that even if it’s home, this will most certainly be a test for endurance and strong will… HRGH! Seriously… -_- Not only am I battling my own self, I’d be taking on my mom’s criticisms, my dad’s obnoxious comments, and lots of walking. AGH! Yes. It’s difficult. Sigh. Well, the OC is a fucking shithole. It’s hot, it’s hard to get a job, it’s a fake plastic county with superficial toxic waste. This is like.. the ultimate test. O_O. I’d love to have a studio home somewhere in a rural area where I’ll be surrounded by trees. ah~… So I’ve finally decided to call Teri loans to get my summer tuition paid, but I didn’t realize that Memorial Day was today. And it took a lot of energy to actually make myself call them. Tomorrow! Must do tomorrow…

I sort of feel unmotivated. If there is one thing I want to try this summer is join a theater/drama group or something and learn performing arts. That would probably be a real eye-opener, I don’t mind at all. I don’t have much else to say. This summer is a weird arrangement.

So I must prepare to sleep. That is.. good night.

Published in: on 27 May 2008 at 6:06 am Comments (0)

Some stuff I’ve found online

So I found this video off another blog site, which is a very useful site for designers, but geared to industrial designers. Also some funny links.

http://www.core77.com/hack2school/default.asp#classmates

http://www.fedexfurniture.com/index.html

One of my friends is graduating this morning at 11:30. I should get ready in about an hour. I’ve also been trying to do her portrait since I won’t see her after this summer. For some reason, I’m having the worst time trying to draw her perfectly. But I think it’s because I forgot the fundamentals of basic shapes and also aligning her faces at the right places. I’ve never had this problem while in class… what the heck?! Anyways… I’ll post up for the spring show I saw yesterday. It was okay, probably more fun if someone was with me or something, but that’s fine. There were some amazing projects. Although I stayed way too long, I was just waiting for the hors d’oeuvres because I didn’t have dinner.. haha…

Practicing with Prismacolor Pencils

So it’s really a lot harder than it looks. I realized today that a lot of my drawings kind of come out cartoon-y. For now, I’m just awestruck with some people who can use color pencils and make it look like a photo.

I’ve only been handy with charcoal, but really, I don’t know about other kinds of mediums that well. I guess that’s why I’m in art school. I want to feel handy with all the tools I can snag. An artist should be someone who’s able to put an image from his head and place it on something in front of him to give it life. I really feel like I haven’t reached that level, so what kind of artist am I? What am I?

The apartment stuff has really been a hassle, to the say the least. It’s such a bother, but complaining will get you nowhere. I’ve decided to go home for the summer while still taking online classes. This way, I’m only paying tuition and my parents can take care of the living aspect and then I will return to SF in the fall. I’ll also try to find a job too. I can get stepped on pretty easily, socially that is. Need to learn how to stand up for myself and not let other people bother me. But one thing though, I don’t like to be mean. My brother is taking back the bible he leant me. D: I totally ruined the inside and I’m actually sorry it happened. I don’t know, it’s not that I try to disrespect his stuff, it’s just that I don’t care for things like he does. They get battered. Hmm.. Maybe that says something.  I think I will miss my brother when I leave.  He’s been a big part of my growth so far. I’ve never hugged him spontaneously, it’s just odd. There was a discussion on The Evil Empire, one person started a thread on incest. I don’t think it’s possible when the siblings have lived together all their lives, but it makes sense when they’ve been separated at birth. But I don’t sympathize for these kinds of relationships. The modern world is romanticizing everything they see or feel sorry for. Like.. that one samurai movie with Tom Cruise. Samurais are cool but that world is nonexistent now. And castles… are really bad places to live, my little ponies and princesses in pink dresses - they never existed like that.

Some things I’m just working on… A little lazy to do the details. I hate doing hair, but art nouveau… I think I’ll start leaning that way because the style is very simple, but the face and the skin in Alfonse Mucha’s stuff, it’s pretty realistic. There is just a lot of outlining in the entire art. But I like that so. We’ll see…

Astrology thingy

Capricorn/Dragon

The Capricorn/Dragon knows that success is the product of struggle and hard work. Nobody understands what that means more than the Capricorn/Dragon. The demands, the heartache, the long hours are all thing that the Capricorn/Dragon knows so well and works hard to push through.

The rest of this profile, as well as the other 143 combinations, is available at: http://eastwestprofile.com

I’m really not that hardworking… But I did, at one point, fear failure. That’s overrated though… You fail in life all the freaking time.

Published in: on 18 May 2008 at 7:43 pm Comments (0)
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A short story

Out of Darkness

by: Tannie Duong

The sun set low over the horizon, casting everything into an orange glow, illuminating my white shirt and faded jeans. I approached the front yard from the side, which the lawn – even in the light – was dead and yellow but overgrown with shrubbery. The path was obstructed with weeds everywhere. The trail of decay went straight up to the porch, coming to a paint-chipped red door. The structure itself was old and rotting; the door was not the only thing peeling paint. This was the so-called ‘Damned House.’ It was here my best friend, Johnny Stalwart, the type of kid who liked exploring every tunnel and the underside of bridges, talked about before he disappeared a month ago, and two weeks before summer vacation.

A lot of people around school talked and speculated he felt like leaving to become a vagabond. Others assumed he ran away from home because his parents were no good addicts. But the police station downtown was beginning to pile up a yard high stack of missing persons since the last fall and becoming more prominent since the beginning of the year.

The sun was now lower, the warmth ebbed away and the lamp posts brighter. I took hesitant steps toward the looming willow tree, branching like a curtain over the house. I could smell nothing but dirt and mold. As I stood there behind the tree, I debated which way would be better to go through, the front or backyard way. My energy was beginning to leave me, the sun was gone. Lingering behind the tree, I thought to get someone to come with me or leave altogether, my fingers played with the tips of my hair. I sucked in a long breath before nudging away from the tree toward the porch; my body felt rigid and feet like stone.

The door bell rang like any other bell. I waited, and glanced around, eyes darting from cobweb to cracks to some weird yellow substance growing out the mailbox. How is it that a year could change a house so much? My body snapped when hearing the door opened, and there stood a boy, I think a high school freshman, dressed as simply as the sterile background, a black and white tee. His round rimmed glasses slid down his nose, in which he readjusted, and interrogated me with his eyes. “Yes?” he asked slowly.

“I’m looking for something,” I replied. I steadied my gaze and moving my hands to side and planted them into the jean pockets to keep from fidgeting. I gave a little cough, “And I think you might have it.”

“Who’s at the door, Billy?” a voice came through the door, a head of dark brown popped out from behind. “Oh!” she exclaimed. “Hello, are you Billy’s friend?” she asked. She stepped more fully into view and glanced at me. She smiled affectionately at her son and me.

“Yes,” Billy answered before I could reply. “We just met. He can stay for dinner right?” He looked up at her, and readjusted his glasses again.

“Sure, if he wants,” she looked at me, “What’s your name?” Her smile widened.

“Patrick Bail, I live nearby thought I’d drop by on Billy,” I smiled courteously and turned to look into the strange boy’s eyes.

And then she realized I was standing in the doorway. She allowed me entrance and her smile extended even more while Billy moved aside. I patted his shoulder.

“Dinner is not ready yet, why don’t you show Patrick to the living room?” She closed the door behind as they walked in. “And Billy, help me in the kitchen,” she turned away as she called out.

I was lead to sit on a rocker in the living room with its white walls, a couch, T.V., and a coffee table with a pile of magazines for women, the first being Allure. “The T.V. remote is on the coffee table,” Billy pointed out. “Make yourself at home.” With nothing else to do, I grabbed the remote and turned the T.V. on and tuning the volume down on the news channel. As I sat on the rocking chair, it creaked lightly, but the sound drawled out more as I was fully seated. And it squeaked with every rock that was made. With a start, an old woman sat up straight on the couch; she was asleep with a blanket over her. She muttered something and looked lost.

I sat confused, but finding courage I said aloud, “I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to wake you, ma’am. I didn’t know the chair creaked so loudly.”

Giving me a long hard look, she finally asked, “Have you seen my son?”

“Who’s your son?”

She glared and asked with suspicion, “Why are you asking about my son?”

This lady was crazy, “But you just said, ‘Have you seen my son?’”

“So! You’ve seen my son?” she asked again.

“No,” raking my fingers into my hair, messing it more. “I haven’t…. Never mind,” I sighed. “Yes, I’ve seen your son,” I said playing along.

The old woman, in her cap and nightgown, stood up and began pacing back and forth around the room. “I’ve also seen him,” her voice half muttering and low. “It was about a year ago that my boy went outside to test out a theory, something with electricity. He took a kite outside during the summer when the thunderstorms were at the best.” Her voice lowered, “He was careless and was electrocuted right in the middle of our back yard,” she pointed outside. The backyard was seen clearly through a glass door, but there was nothing clear about darkness. For a moment, me eyes deceived me to believe a pair of eyes looking through the glass, straight at me. Feeling a chill, I shook it off.

The old woman had gone back to sit on the couch and forgot everything else, focusing only on the small television set, which was still on the local news channel highlighting the missing children around the area.

Billy came into the room announcing dinner. He helped his grandmother up and walked her towards the dining room. “You talked with my grandma?” he asked. I nodded and went after them.

Dinner was the size of a banquet. I found a seat next to Billy, finding senile old people to be a discomforting.

The woman began to interrogate me with questions pertaining to my residence, my family, who were my parents, what their job was, if I had siblings, what school I went to, who my relatives were. It was as if we were no longer sitting in the dining room, but inside a police station. I disliked the woman for her questions but smiled anyway.

After dinner, I was lead into Billy’s room. It was full of nothing but white walls. The room itself was modest, something like ten feet by 16 feet. And he had a cot, with brown sheets and a white pillow, for a bed. There was a desk table in the top left corner, a flat wooden board with some legs nailed together. At least his desk chair was a black cushioned one you’d find in any home, it had a back support up to the mid-back. The window above the cot had no screen on it, so when the wind blew in a draft, the curtains lifted up like beckoning hands and then falling limp. I stared out into the streets longingly.

Billy took a seat on his bed cot, “Sit,” he motioned at the desk chair. I did so. “I’ve been outside a few times, and I know the rumors very well. What are you doing here?”

“I told you,” I looked him straight in the eyes, it took a lot of will power to stand up to this kid, “I’m looking for something.”

“The police have been here more times than I can tell you. And each time they leave, they have even less evidence to accuse us of injustice. So I assume you must be a perceptive type of person,” he trailed on.

“I’m not accusing anyone of thievery,” I said, showing my annoyance.

“I didn’t say you were.” He stopped. “We had a visitor a month ago. He was an interesting character, but unfortunately, he has become a fallen, I guess it was too hard. And you’re in the same exact position he is in now,” he said with his stoic facial quality.

“What? What do you mean?”

“I would have thought you knew what you got yourself into by accepting to enter the house. Your challenge is to find your lost object by midnight. If not, then your being is no longer yours, instead it will belong to us, my father’s.” I raised my eyebrows. “I know what you’re thinking, and yes, he is part of the living. My mother made a deal with the devil for him to be resurrected. And there was a price for us to pay.” I became unsure of the situation and this cult of evil. I began to fidget in my seat and knowingly touched my hair. “Now, are you ready? There is still time to back out.”

I had always admired Johnny’s wit, and sense of adventure, and this was a moment that I had to choose the kind of person I wanted to be and who I am all ready. I wavered for a moment, thinking deeply if I had another person with me, what they would do. But finally, I conceded, “I’ll do it. I’ll find what I’m looking for, and then I’ll leave right away.”

“Good, then follow me.” The boy got up and went out the door, into the living room and stopping in front of the back yard door. He slid it open, and stepped out into the cold, I followed close behind. In Billy’s hand was a flash light, with it, he pointed to the dirt.

“This is where my father is. And it is also where you will be searching.” With his foot, he nudged back the top of what was an entrance into an abyss. Leading the way down the stairs, they entered a dusty underground cellar. We stopped at the very bottom of the step, and Billy, using the flash light, illuminated in front. This place looked to be a storage room with boxes and crates everywhere. It was also very cramped with a low ceiling, but expanded deep like an underground cavern.

Billy handed me the flashlight and a large ring containing a hundred and something keys. “Until midnight, and no later, else you’ll suffer the same fate as them.” The boy in stripes walked back up the stairs and left the entrance open.

My body jerked with every little sound and feeling brushed up against my skin, possibly a roach or ant. I reacted violently to the constant feeling of chills, but it was too late to go back now. In the darkness, there were small thuds, movements all around, and small moans every now and then. I checked the inside of the closest crate. My breath caught in horror; inside it was a hollow child, pale and weakened to the state of a zombie. The body did not move, but the kid’s eyes followed me, questioningly. Looking away quickly, I found more eyes and more hollows. With their eyes, they beseeched any creature thriving in the light and could only moan. The cellar was vast, and I felt drained, they were all taking my essence, what more could I do but find my friend. It was a long time, somewhere unfathomable inside the cryptic place before I finally came upon a crate that stood out against the rest, nothing peculiar, but I felt a stronger presence resonating outward – just barely. I peeked between the wooden bars to find a crouching boy, with blonde hair. He still had some color to his face, but frail looking.

“Dear God, Johnny, is that you?” I whispered.

The boy inside opened a slit of his eye. “Pat? Pat?” his voice raspy, “I’m not imagining this am I?”

“No, I’m here to help you out.”

“You have to leave immediately… the monster they let out is a real beast from hell.” He sighed, waiting for breath. “It steals our life force to keep itself alive – it’s not human anymore…. But I’m so tired, Pat. So tired….”

“Wait, I’ll… get you out,” I said while scrambling to find the right key. I randomly inserted them and hoped it worked. However, the process was long and tedious; the hours ticked away. With this many keys and it was possible to have used one more than once unable to distinguish between them.

And there was click, I breathed a quick breath, elated, “I got it!” I pulled Johnny out of his tight cage, he felt weightless in my arms. I took one limp arm and wrapped it around my neck while supporting the other side by the waist.

“Wait,” Johnny breathed deep, “I came here looking for my little brother.” He pleaded, “Please…”

“I’m sorry, I can’t. There’s not a lot of time left, we can come back for him when you’re stronger. And we’ll get the police, they’ll get everyone out.”

As we made our way back inside the house, the living room remained lit, and the back door still open, but no people. Getting away seemed too easy, but I didn’t care. Leave the house by midnight, that’s all they said. I went as quickly as I could, going for the front door. A relief flowed through me as my hand twisted the knob and opened the door to freedom.
But from behind, the cuckoo clock sounded with a series of “cuckoo, cuckoo.” The light immediately went out, and my body jerked and was dragged by the neck and back. Johnny fell to the floor and whimpered. He tried to get up, but his limbs failed. My fingers desperately clawed at the grip but there was no letting up. Breathing was beginning to become difficult, coming in short and in quick reps, and only came out faster when the hold on my neck tightened. Even more so, I felt a cold looming figure from behind that made my spine go rigid. I let out a whimper feeling the goose bumps forming on my neck.

“I said midnight and no later. You’ve failed Patrick Bail.” My eyes strained to look to the side and I could see them in their black hooded cloaks, the son and the mother staring at me intensely with black eyes.

As the fear overtook my body, overcoming my senses — my mind; I could think of nothing else but that feeling. My vision began to fade away into a void. And there was a darkness creeping into my body, feeling exhausted my knees buckled, only I was still held by the neck. And yet, there was ringing in my ear, it told me, “Your pockets.” In a trance, I was intensely aware of my spatial body, but as I reached for my pockets, the thousand keys rang loud.

It could have been the keys, it could have been an angel, but a white light began to shine from my hands. Too quick to register, I twisted around with those keys and my entire arm was lodged into whatever was behind me. I saw none of it happening, and I didn’t hear the scream because that white light expanded so much that there was implosion, and I was blasted far, far away. Reawakened, I looked to my left at Johnny lying on the ground next to me and then the house – it was in a white blaze. We looked from across the street.

“Is it possible that we were both flying ten feet in the air and landed safely?” I looked over at Johnny and shrugged at him. On the ground, I saw a white feather, sitting neatly between my sprawled legs.

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Finals are over!

Okay, so there’s been a lot of gaps I need to fill. First my friends to visit me last Saturday, it was totally cool, I had a kickin’ time because I needed some human contact and also, they got me to go dancing. If anyone know me, they’d be surprised  that I actually did. And I learned how to by watching everyone else. Dancing can feel awkward until you stop thinking and just do.

And the headphones from Skullcandy came.. the right earphone broke so I sent it back via limited lifetime warranty, it was so cool until I fucked up and cut throught the box. It was so hard, I didn’t know it was unprotected so I cut the cords… :( So now it’s my fault and I can’ t send it back… NOOOO!! Well, I’m over it. They have good service, so I’ll just get another pair, or just a better headset instead of earphones. I’ve been without my ipod and it’s really… fine without them. In high school, I remember how I’d use to sigh that I didn’t have one, but it’s actually a very limited thing to use. I’d only use it every now and then, and even when I brought it to school, I had to listen to lectures anyways.

And I went to the mall on tuesday after class, it was let out early. I was looking for a job, but I ran into this cart vendor because this guy asked me if I wanted to try some lotion. And that was where he lured me in. It was so subtle I didn’t really know how to respond. So he kept me there for about an hour, and he was like… giving me “free” stuff with my purchase like… $146 bucks with this body scrub, body butter, and this facial thing… ah! And then he was like… afterwards he had me try these facial things for people with zits… I don’t know if he felt sorry for me but he kept lowering the price and finally had me pay $170 more because one was $200 and the other one was $150.. so like… ahh!! Of course it’s a lie… just because it’s their price doesn’t mean that’s what it actually cost to make that stuff…. maybe the import was high, but still… you know… We’ll see… in 3 months if he’s kept his word or not and that I didn’t spend $200 for naught. That guy was nice, still a salesman though, they can stretch the truth pretty darn good and he was being pretty forceful; I felt cornered…. I might as well say that I got the stuff from “Instant Beauty” and the products I bought were from Premier and they use minerals from the Dead Sea.

So there was some potential things I could have done to ward this off:

  1. Avoided the lotion and forget about the term “free” there’s always a catch. Always.
  2. Act disinterested, or at least decline the buy, I still had my debit in hand. I don’t know why I wasn’t completely aware of this. Never settle for the first price if it isn’t all ready labeled on it.
  3. I really didn’t need it, so I should have said that I didn’t need it, but he’s lucky my hands are dry because of all the art stuff that I do.
  4. Said that I was broke, and couldn’t afford any of it - which is true.

Right, so like I said… if my face should get better, I’ll believe that this was actually worth it. Hopefully, I can stretch this for more than a year… :D

Anyway, the last assignment from a week ago for intro to anatomy. We focused on all the muscles and did a compositional work. In case it looks confusing, that’s a tree on the left in a big vase thing, and the two people are surrounded by drapes.

I used black sanguine and white conte and charcoal.

I don’t seem to be freaking out anymore.

I don’t know, but I feel relatively calm. I have been “watching” my thoughts, they sort of evaporate when I “notice” them. So what I’ve been thinking of doing lately is to get my website started. I’ve drafted a lot of things, I just need to learn how to put them together using dreamweaver. But first, I do plan on opening up an online. Lately, I can see the improv in my own work, everyone tells me, and it reassures me that I’m not mediocre and I can do it. I also want to start on an art book, if not an artbook, at least something collaborative with another artist(s). I haven’t proposed the idea to anyone yet, but I’m looking at one of my best friends, she has a blog, …and I wish I had bookmarked it. Anyways, the spring show for school, I’ve submitted some of my line art, and I was a little disappointed that I did not submit any colors.  Notice the past tense. I’ve been learning to let go of anxiety a lot more, and I’m glad to say it’s helping me a lot. I’d blow my brains for beating myself up, because I’m always thinking, thinking, thinking. God has been letting a lot of good things into my life now because I’m accepting His help. And it’s such a relief to know that it’s okay that I don’t finish things on time because of all the odds stacked against me. I’ll probably keep bitching about the AX ads, but there was a lot of letting up this week that wasn’t there last week. I don’t know, but it’s hard to explain clearly.

So the last 2 weeks, I’ve been doing the stuff that I listed in the previous post. It was just a never ending cycle of things to do for school and for the convention preparations. I didn’t mind the work but the deadlines felt cruel. And this week, things just, it just stopped. They’re just coming to an end… The ads I made weren’t approved, although I worked a long time on them, I’m not too sad, one less thing to worry about so I can shift my attention elsewhere. I was late at getting my perspective portfolio together because I needed to fix the lineart, I did them Tues. night, and I found out the portfolio isn’t due till next week. And then… yesterday, there was just a calming realization that I wasn’t going to do value for anything, it’s not that I don’t want to anymore, but it’s impossible to wow anyone with a sketchy piece that I did in just 2 days, it’s not even relevant anymore. The deadline is over, I had some weeks to work on it. Things just piled over. And now …it’s gone.

My next to do list involves talking it over with the housing people at AAU and getting a dorm there. Getting some new loans. I’m not scared about that anymore. I’ve proven myself worthy over and over again, well… at least to myself that I’m a good artist. I can pay all those loans when the time comes. People tend to put doubt into my head by asking me, “How are you going to pay for all the loans?” But ….really, it’s not something to duck your head in the dirt in. If not for the people I’ve met recently, it would have never fueled me to believe that.

I’ll post up some figure drawing pictures later.

Dear my friends…

Christian Celebration - The real portion

Tonight, I didn’t quite feel like I was able to express everything in that short moment I was standing up. Unfortunately, I didn’t really prepare all too well, and I didn’t ask for the Lord’s assistance either so it came out all wrong and not as sentimental as I wanted it to be.
So this is the real one.

Since I came to be within the Christian’s on Campus group, it was a very hard struggle and a battle within myself, I can blame Satan or just something else inside me but I do believe that a part of him is actually your Ego, something that Freud describes so well that berates you for all the wrong that you do and the one that seeks pride or pity. And for awhile I just felt very confused as my position within the group; mainly because I worried that people would believe I was a freeloader or someone who was just in it just because and there was no real reason behind it. I came to home meetings and even meetings with Gloria & Timber sort of listlessly because spatially I wasn’t there yet. Even when I was baptized, I didn’t feel that change where people say they’ve been saved, Hallelujah! No… I just felt like me, I didn’t feel any different, like should I feel something?
And like I said, I called Gloria one time about to cancel one of our meetings (this was after spring break) and I just totally said, “I-I can’t meet anymore. Bye.” And that was it. But she called me again and I couldn’t hold what was inside anymore and started to spill my guts out and tell her my feelings. We were planning the other day about what I was going to say and I said at that time I was so distraught that imagine a painted canvas where it was just red paint splatter all over the place with maybe a touch of blue or green in there - kind of like the expressionists’ emotions. But it felt good to finally let someone know. Like even though I full and completely believe in God the whole time, I just felt completely detached from the rest of the body and it wasn’t because of anybody but my own insecurities. After awhile it felt really good to meet with the sisters on Wednesday nights eating dinner because I finally felt a part of something and it was very pleasant and I hope it’ll continue until my departure. And I should thank the Lord for helping me sticking with it all the way through.

The End.

And I shall finish this off with… YEAHHH……… :D

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The above note I also posted in my facebook, but I really wanted to share elsewhere. It’s personal but something other’s can touch because it doesn’t reveal too much or too little. In my opinion, I always felt like I revealed too much, so I just don’t know what to say anymore. I can’t help that I am blunt, and I also can’t help that lying feels like shit so I steer clear from that. And not to mention how blatantly nervous I was when I stood in front of everyone but that’s due to lack of preparation. Didn’t really know what to talk about so I just said whatever and I didn’t get to convey message at all — I only got to the surface but not what was underneath.

Lately, I feel bad for wasting a mess of time by not doing work and not trying hard enough. Now everything has begun to catch up with me and a lot, a lot, a lot!

  • English Narrative - Revise short story due in 2 days
  • Master Drawing for Intermediate Fig. Drawing due in two weeks
  • 3 linearts for Perspective - due for Spring Show submission on Thursday
  • 3 color/value for Perspective - ” “
  • 3 pgs of sketched out comic one-shot
  • Intro to Anatomy, hour-long self-portrait, submit tomorrow
  • AX south hall door banners
  • 2 AX mall ads

This feels like so much, I wonder why it had to happen this very month? Why not dispersed? Sigh.. part of it is of course my fault, half of that list I put off, and the other half is all ready by default what I should do every week. I’ve slowly begun to work on all of them but it’s so gradual, who knows if I can finish it all, especially my school things.

Face/head & neck studyHead and Neck study 2

Both done in graphite. Head and Neck studies.

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